Last night, I did something I am not proud of. Ever had that feeling where you get scared to pray because
you are very sure God is disgusted by you? That is exactly how I felt. I was so ashamed to pray that I slept without a word of prayer. Then I woke up with the same awful feeling. I managed to say a little prayer before I stepped out for the day.
you are very sure God is disgusted by you? That is exactly how I felt. I was so ashamed to pray that I slept without a word of prayer. Then I woke up with the same awful feeling. I managed to say a little prayer before I stepped out for the day.
But I felt same in church, so I started praying, praying and praying. I desperately needed God’s mercy.
While praying, I saw a picture of myself cuddled up on what felt like a safe haven. I really can’t describe it, but it was so peaceful. So peaceful that my heart leapt in joy.
I knew that I was resting in His bosom.
The truth is if we fall astray or run away, God always loves us. All we have to do is go back to our Father. And we’d find peace.
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